Thursday, February 07, 2008
yeap i understand how jerica feels. like sometimes when im feeling down in spirits and i want to pour out my woes to someone, i dont know who to tell them too. it's not that i dont have anyone to tell them to. rather, i cant pinpoint whom. im afraid of imposing or disturbing the person. sometimes i will scroll down the list of contacts in my handphone, pondering whom i should send the message. but after a minute or so, the message is just left stagnant in my drafts folder.
friends, we all have them. but all we need is actually just one person to rely on day or night. im happy right now. but when that bout of sadness arises or troubles brew, i will be left wondering whom i can truly rely on.
like what jerica mentioned in her blog, it seems like the circle of closer friends is reducing when more friends get attached and they spend more quality time with their partners. of cos it's natural and understandable once one's status change. all we're afraid is that we're left behind alone and no one bothers about us anymore. fears fears fears. maybe it's the time of our life to become more independent. and at the end of the day, even if we are not loved, it does not matter anymore.
*showers huiying with all the love i can find.
2:21 PM
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